Does love like this really exist? At my age and the dating pool I exist in I’m incline to not really believe in love that makes you feel that way. But I am a person that is in love with being in love. I love seeing people in love so I’m not a negative Nancy even if I don’t have romantic love in my life.
I tend to hide behind the phrase….“I’m a realist and don’t see xyz in my future”. The xyz, fill in anything that most women want for themselves by the time they are my age. My xyz’s are; “real” love, a husband, and at least one child.
You would think the positive person that I am and try to be consistently that I would know better to hide behind being a realist and pushing non positive energy out into the world. You definitely get what you put out in the world and again, everything is in God’s timing.
I’ve been doing a lot of reading on my sign and reading my horoscope on tumblr a lot recently. Some of the qualities about me in relationships is pretty spot on and can’t be denied. It’s crazy you can read the clear mistakes you are making but you can’t find a solution to fix the madness? As a Capricorn we like to love people that basically don’t love us back. We like to fix people because if we do we are once again successful.
My sign thrives off of being successful. I think today is was the last day of me being ok with how I operate with love interests. Just because you acknowledge some truths in the horoscopes doesn’t mean you cannot change faults you do not want to keep feeding.
My question to myself is what am I going to do to change the qualities that I dislike in myself? I definitely believe that it’s never too late to make changes whether easy or hard.
How one post can stream all these thoughts…